Wednesday, April 30, 2008

Five Year Anniversary

I was sitting around talking with a friend at the Arts and Crafts Group tonight when I came to realize what today was. We were talking about how long we nursed until and then I brought up how I would have nursed Samantha longer if it wasn't because of my tumor. After chit chattin' about it for a little bit she asked how long ago it was. It was then that I realized that five years ago today was when I had the surgery to have it removed. Now it almost seems like it never happened. I only have the memory of the dent below my right ear and also every time I eat I sweat below my right ear too. It's not always that noticeable unless I have to do a lot of chewing. =) That's when it really sweats. It's funny now to look back and think about how nervous I was. There was a chance of temporary or even permanent facial paralyses on the right side of my face. I think through a lot of blessings and prayer that I was blessed to have neither. We even went and got family pictures taken right before this happened just in case I didn't look the same again. As I am sitting here reliving the moment five years ago I now am realizing how much Heavenly Father was watching over me and new my fears. I truely was blessed. What a learning experience it is and was for me.

2 comments:

Shauna McDonald said...

It's funny how the good lessons, or greatest gifts, come from some of the most difficult times or situations. It's hard to see His hands in our lives at the time, but when we look back it is an amazing thing to realize that we are truly a daughter of our Heavenly Father. To see how much He loves us as an individual and guides us, as long as we are willing and have faith.

Congrats on the 5 year milestone and remember all the great things you have accomplished since then.

I miss not having you up the street from me.....Shauna

Princess Hairstyles said...

Holy Cow!! That was five years ago? It doesn't seem like it has been that much time. I'm glad everything worked out the way it did and that you can still smile :) It's amazing what can be learned during difficult times.